Dear Ex,

I don't know how we got here, I don't know where we're going, but I know that no matter what happens, it's not going to be good.  Win or lose, you or me - it's going to be a terrible mountain for us both.

I can't talk to you.  Well, I could, but you won't have it.  Your stonewalling and ignorance leaves me so unresolved I'm near pulling my hair out.

So this, here, will be my outlet.  There are so many things I want to say to you, so often - both good AND bad - and leaving them unsaid does so much internal damage and brings us several steps backwards.  So, I will say them here.  You may never see them - but they'll be said, and that will just have to be enough.

Let us begin, then..